March 31, 2009

Okay, due to some Blogger problem, editting one word resulted in the loss of an entire post.

sorry that i'm not like the others.
sorry that i'm not hardworking and motivated.
sorry that what you see seems like i'm playing all the time.
sorry for making you worry.
sorry that i'm just not good enough.
but then, so what?
i dont know how to set things right.
i'm not perfect, i know i'm uber slack at home.
so i try to make up at school.
sorry you couldn't see that.

ah this is pointless.
let's try to look productive.
so fake.

what am i really hanging on to??
learnt a new word at gp today,- uniformtarianism.
things happens slowly. things are happening so fast, but results dont seem to be coming as fast.
and now i'm trying to be short and concise, and it seems like i'm pissed.
h'mm.. aiyah, dunno la.
eff' it all.
seems like i'm wasting time on posting.
if not what? suck it all up?
sorry i'm not that accomodating enough.
not like i have any other outlets.
and i'm not making any sense to myself anyway.
rawr.

Bye March, Hello April.

Posted by :]amu at 9:35 PM