January 31, 2007

AQ training today again.
added 'bonus' to today's P.E.
P.E handball was fun. managed to draw, hahas. well done pple!
classes as usual.. just getting through each day..
after-school a maths test screwed.
did my chinese yesterday until i forgot about the test.
zzz.. but judging from the overall reaction, that paper sucks.
then training.
3.6km. 5 rounds. if i keep this up 2.4 will be no problem.
saw my class pple sprinting in the quadrangle.. hahas. so funny. i also wan.
next time bahs. then 100 sit-ups. upper thigh cramp.
160 push-ups, lower leg cramp. all on the right.
i was like 'wtf.' when i found out they owed fabian so much.
and i was the ONLY sec 4 at the training.
T_T
played bball for like 15minutes? then left school.

still searching for that purpose.
something that i stand for.
still running on.

no need to worry about wasting time, for i have none to waste. =)

Posted by :]amu at 6:40 PM

January 30, 2007

i'm starting to like the word 'sparstic'.
simply, it means retarded.
and i realized i have short term memory loss.
coz' monday is now a blur. >.<

i hate mondays.
its the loooooonnnnnnggggggeeeessssssttttt day of the week.
and its the day where i get the blues. monday blues.
i dunno the exact meaning. but from personal experience i'd say its feeling down and irritable.
very taut, perhaps.
geography teacher didnt come for the 2nd day running. wonder whats wrong.
thats one week worth of geography lessons missed. unusual.
weekly remedials are now in full swing.
monday, chinese/english.
tuesday, humanities.
wednesday, mathematics.
i suppose thursdays are for the sciences. nothing arranged then yet.
friday is self-study day. from headstarts.
so usually its remedials, then bball.
maybe sometimes study.

everything's starting to pile.
wonder how long i will hold.
i don't wanna give up.
nothingness.
dunno what to blog.
somehow i feel blogging about the same things every week a bit pointless.
ah... crapping.
damn tired. damn sien ler. >.<

"no commitment". but somehow i dun give a damn.

Posted by :]amu at 7:25 PM

January 27, 2007

what a day.
i lost my specs in the kallang river during kayaking.
what edging. zzz. flick ar flick. flick until i capsize. and i not the only one lo.
then also learnt the 'eskimo t-bar rescue'. so impressed when we first saw it.
but later found out u can easily break your waist if u do it wrongly. wtf.
then supposed to 'feel around' for your buddy's kayak and haul yourself up.
how to find la.. when u are upside down, 'trapped' in a kayak, underwater, and 'blinded'.
sparstic. arghs. i think in the end we were revising the 2-man rescue more than that eskimo whatever.
lunch at their canteen wasn't very pleasant too.
all i have to say is- freaking buay zi dong can.
long overshot time limit for lunch some more. ><
but i love the splash-deck. no more worrying about flooded kayak.
and thats a rather big problem in kayaking.
imagine trying to paddle forward when you are sinking.. and the river's not exactly clean either.

tuition- mr toh didnt come, some lady came.
'lady' is a little of an under-statement. she looks like those grandmas u see at void decks.
and she dresses like one too. the guys there was like giggling non-stop. not that i noe them yet.
well, least we did ome revision for enthalpy, r.o.r and redox. ><

singapore vs. m'sia. i only watched the 1st half, and it was not really encouraging.
although s'pore managed to break through m'sia's defenses quite a few times, they didn't really make it count.
and it did not really help when they just ram the ball over almost the whole pitch, with no one to receive.
anyone bother to update me about the result??

ah wells, homework again.
just got a 'talk' from my dad. my headstarts didnt really appeal to him, or my future.
sure, the maths are fine, but otherwise, jialat.
did sort of a calculation.. and best case scenario my L1R5 will be 10-15.
i don't even want to think about the worst-case scenario.
ahh.. i think the main killer will be my combined humanaties.
i dun generally score in geog, and my ss paper always have the comments that i have the points, but no elaboration.
and its not like i wrote nothing.. damn... i need help!!
but i dun wan tuitions, because i dun have the time, and what help can tuition be for subjects that are mainly memory-work and application.
zzz.. ideas anyone??
Homework status- 1 half-done essay, and english.
chinese not urgent, yet.
going to make new specs tml, and fish and co. at night.
yays!

i think i'm sunburnt again. ><

Posted by :]amu at 9:55 PM

January 26, 2007

hellos! =)
feeling quite high. happy.
as i always do after a good game. and a good game i had today. lols.
school courts all occupied, so go cc. after playing awhile a group of pple, look like beng that kind der, came in lo.
heck them awhile, then they ask play 3v3.
so we play lo. 1st game, 3 on 3. me kenny caixing against their group. we win! hahas.
but the opponent got one guy the layout damn sui. jealous.
my layout still kns.. lol. then another game later.. 4v4 now with qins.
play until halfway then found out we lost count of the points. so re-count lo.
superspeed sia that game. awhile they scored 2 points ler.. i was like, huh? so fast ar.
but we chiong later. play until 6-6. last ball play super long. but our victory could not be denied. =)
wahahahas. so cool mans.
*ben.. didnt get to 'qie yi' with your team today. another time k? looking forward to it. ^^

okays, last day of school. english headstarts came back.
20/30. not bad la. coz' quite alot of pple scored 20 also..
recess still raining. make pple wanna sleep. ^^
the periods after recess passed so fast.. didnt really register.
ahhs. tml going kayaking. some kallang water sports centre or something.
gotta find some frens go ler. i dunno how to go!! >.<
okays. mum wanna use ler.
so my blog ends here. ^^

i love the rain. x)

Posted by :]amu at 5:20 PM

January 25, 2007

okayss... so my headstarts more or less all back.
combined humanaties- gone
physics and chem- passed. barely.
a maths/ e maths- above expectations.
now only waiting for my english..
zzz la liddat. l1r5 sure die nice nice der.
gotta buck up.

january's almost coming to an end. 1 month gone just like that.
the only things in my life now are studies, basketball, and msn.
maple already 'un-played' for close to a month ler.
aq trainings take up another part of my time, weekly trainings. until late march.
what else can i do. nothing much to blog anyways..
homework then....

i love my class- faith 4-2. x)

Posted by :]amu at 4:00 PM

January 20, 2007

i'm so damned super tired.. fatigued.
okays, so i had like 7 and a half hours of sleep for today, nuts.
6.30. was so lazy, took me like ages to pack my stuff.
realised 40 does not go straight to the gmps, but to the mrt. lame sia. still have to walk. >.<
then juniors, as usual, breakdown in communications resulting in a grilling by mr tay.
devotion: the introductory message for 'The 40 days of purpose'
somehow didnt really strike me. so whats my purpose? i dunno.
after that, juniors first aid test like some treasure trail liddat, so 'fun' sia.
i think i prefer our method.. one test and be done with it.
and some primary school kids really gl sia.. idiotic twits..
then helped out with some of their parade stuff, new boys' attire and stuff.. sienjp.
after parade, met with zhenghao, lunch, then go back gmss.
saw my class people playing bball, so joined them.
full court game, i only like can bring across the court.. ask me shoot cannot der. >.<
then aq. kallang basin swimming complex..
did like just 5 laps, and i'm seriously worn out.
that made me realise how short my condo pool was compared to the olympic-size one.
i'm better on land, trust me. =P
as we were about to finish the last length, it started pouring. so all finished and came up.
did physical training at the swimming complex.
20 diamond [actually i feel its more like a triangle..], 20 spider, and 100 standard push-ups.
50 sit-ups... kinda unbelievable as i blog now.. 0_o
so, ever after all that, it was raining.
so we sprinted back to school~ chiong ar! so fun. but too many puddles.. make my shoe wet..
but i simply love the experience of sprinting with the rain pelting your face.
and its an extra bonus when u are fast enough to overtake. =)
the debrief, changing and all, before i knew it, 5pm.
i'd never make it in time if i took the mrt, or as what i suspected.
so my aunty came to fetch me to orchard plaza. but there was a big jam at the e'way and the road into orchard.
result: 20minutes late. i broke my previous record of 15 minutes late. =X [lol.]
luckily didnt miss much. the class' filling up, still alone, still unknown. x)
after tuition, le crescendo for my cousin's b'day party.
loads of nice food. ^^ make me feel guilty, thinking about my trainings as i 'gorge' myself.
hahas. and its going to be like 3 trainings weekly.
if anyone from aq fails their pft, they can go run head-first into the wall and die. ><

okays, so its almost midnight. going to have to finish my ss and english essays.
target, lights out by 2am. i hope.
if not tml's tuitions will be hell.
ahh~

sprinting through the raindrops. x)

Posted by :]amu at 11:55 PM

January 19, 2007

hellos!=)=)
its friday! mr gage said that. friday is a good day, because its the last day of the study week.
but its fridays where we get chinese compos. and where we get our weekend fare of homework.
i got chocolates today! thankqs ms ng! hahas. for my maths results.
quite satisfied with them, hope to duplicate this results during the o's.
so much homework to clear after school.
pressure 1 and 2, chinese compo, e maths assignment 2 and 3..
didnt play bball... T_T
either all went home ler or busy with class decor. but i think f4-2 is going to look smashing~
going take some pics. ^^ and upload them here if possible.
wells, a full day out tml.
morning- parade at primary school.
afternoon- AQ aquatraining (swimming)
evening- chem tuition.
night- cousin's b'day party.
hahas. then going to have to finish english essay and all other misc. homework by tml night.
i usually dun have sunday's to do anything much anyways..
so, to prepare for tomorrow's programme, i think i better sleep now...
.....
oh damn~ haven packed yet!! >.<

a fresh page, let us re-write our story.

Posted by :]amu at 10:50 PM

January 18, 2007

Posted by :]amu at 6:00 PM

January 17, 2007

what the heck.. its raining now. drizzling.
and it the sky was clear like barely 10minutes ago lo.
how quickly the weather changes.. just like people's emotions.
okays. i finally got approval from my parents to drop bio.. but now have to meet with the HOD of science..
explain why i want to drop. well, i'm going to give her the facts..
i'm not really into bio, i'm not really doing well in it, and i dun wan to spend time on something i dun feel for.
make me continue bio also no point.. lols. and somemore i get extra maths revision during those bio periods!
one stone kill two birds. ^^
okays, so our 1st P.E lesson. captainsball. funn, though a little rough. hmmmm................
then the classes after that were the same, nothing to talk about.
after school, did the topo thingy set by our w.o. nothing much for me to help in the class decor..
so... bball! abt 3+. sorry yanling, i didnt mean to hit you der. and to the other people i inadverntly 'injured'.
>.<
it seems like my skills require warming up. i cannot like immediately play and play to my max.
even at my max not very remarkable.. lols.
okays, looking forward to a steamboat dinner tonight.. ^^v yum!
and i'm playing bionicle now. >.< voya nui. lols.
lame rites?

it seems it would be better if we start from the beginning again. =)

Posted by :]amu at 6:25 PM

January 15, 2007

yays! tml last paper for the headstarts.
and its biology~! which i dun think i will really mug for. =P
i got my e maths back today, and it was better than i've hoped for.
so i'm kinda happy. why do i use kinda, because i'm pissed too.
i was just 1 mark away from scoring full marks. and that 1 mark was from a careless mistake.
i didnt convert a figure to 3 significant figures!! omg!! its like a matter of 1 digit only lar...
super wasted. but the happy thing is that no one scored full marks from my class. xD
although quite a few 49s. if only my o's could be like that.. i'll scream sia. ^^
okays, so the periods today were ookay. chemistry, practical. and ammonia stinks like nobody's business.
i learnt in bio that u can get ammonia from your pee too. >.< [okays, irrelavant. xD]
geog, english, maths, bio, physics.
i didnt do my english hmk, one marked. =X
a maths paper was okay. i guess i can get at least a 'B' bah.
both questions that i didnt really do was trigo. arghs. blast all those functions.
okays. i'm just going to breeze through my bio.
hopefully, my parents would finally give me green-light to drop the subject after that.
almost everyone whom i told asked my why i wanna drop bio.
hahas. let's just say i'm not cut out for that subject. x)

the headstarts-free days beckon. ^^v

it was all just foolishness on my part. ah wells, no matter. life goes on, and on, and on, and on........

Posted by :]amu at 5:40 PM

January 13, 2007

okays. today. i was out for the whole day. out of home at 7.30am. back @ home ard 9pm.
so, morning. BB. slack parade, platoon time and game.
mr tay's sharing today i found quite meaningful.
the usual mindset is: work hard for money, then u can get happiness.
however, he just learnt a new mindset.
that is: be happy and take joy in what u are doing, and what u desire will follow.
quite a good mindset. i might consider changing my present one.
which is: take everyday as it comes.
lol. even now. my classmate keeps repeating this: dun worry about tml, for tml will worry for itself.
funny. hardly applicable to life now i think.
okays. then games. bball! hahas. one of my officers can slam. 0_o wow.
after parade theres AQ training. 1st part was the theory, first aid revision and topography.
but the actual physical training was whats interesting.
9 rounds of the quadrangle, 10 pull-ups [which i smoked through] and climb over the wdv wall near the pe room.
a few other inventions by our w.o, most 'interesting' of which was the 'iguana push-up'.
riddiculously tiring and weird. someone supports your legs in push-up position.
and u pull yourself forward, doing 1 push-up with every 'step' u take.
zzz. after training went for chem tuition.
teacher had a sore throat, so we 'helped conduct the lesson'. explaining, him correcting.
thank god i didnt screw up badly. ^^v
dinner at paragon, some japanese noodle restaurant.
not bad, i could have showed you the 'remains' of my meal. nothing much.
if only blogger would let me upload the damned pic.

*argh. freaking pissed. whats with the blogger.
"closing tag has no opening tag." wtf.
so this tag shall end with no 'thought'
homework and revision........................

Posted by :]amu at 10:20 PM

January 12, 2007

Posted by :]amu at 4:55 PM

January 11, 2007

nice date today. 11/1
hahas. the day was fine too.
its BB Day tml. and we are expected to wear the uniform for like the whole day.
argh. heck, i just bring pe attire. then when buay tahan ler then change.
i think friday as bball day aint too bad too~ but still have to see how.
physics headstarts. no comments. only that i wished they came up with more kinetic theory qns.
there's this 4-mark question on pressure, that left me clueless. ah well, there goes.
and we had early recess! hahas, the earliest i think, in all the times i spent in school.
like 10minutes before the bell went. hehs, thanks mr kee. =P
our 1st chemistry lesson today, 1 week after school has started.
1st impressions-wise, a constantly pissed-off teacher. zzz.
but i'm open to changes. let's just see how the year progresses shall we?
didnt bring the physics pressure 7 worksheet, so that was mostly wasted. >.<
after school, it was raining like cats and dogs. argh.
even on the way home, was caught in a drizzle.

i think that being freethinker for me would be better.
honestly speaking, i dun hold much for religion. sad? maybe.
there's no proof of any other-worldly interventions. i think maybe my main reason for my thinking.
if someday it were to happen, then i would just revise and re-think my perceptions.
otherwise, up till now, nothing much.
just me and my life. a good one at that.

ah well, gotta read up for chem. then at night prepare the uniform for BB.
ah shucks...

different people view the world differently. thus the different attitudes towards life.

Posted by :]amu at 4:25 PM

January 9, 2007

day 2 down, another 5 days. excluding the weekend.
today's english was okay, i guess. afraid i was abit too long-winded.
but heck, over ler.
ss. starting to find mrs lee quite an okay teacher.
perhaps the old perception was gained from hearing her scold at assembly. >.<
recess, started to rain, so no bball.
speaking of which, now there's a bball cca!!
omg. of all times, now. when we are in sec4.
arghs. TT
chapel was okay, the pastor super lame. lols.
then chinese, geog. then the last 2 periods had some talk with the principal.
"Who says we can't do it?" aye, thats true. it only depends on whether u want to.
after school, did maths with the teacher and other frens.
wells, now i'm feeling a little ... although i tried to forget, it always comes back.
damn funny, what i'm supposed to remember i can't. what i don't want to remember stays like a scar.
ah wells, guess it will be my bane. perhaps too strong, but can't think of any synonyms.
ah. elementary mathematics tml.
nothing to it but practice, practice and more practice.
how monotonous. >.<

another present today! posters!
thankqs jiaqin and jiaxin!
really appreciate it. =)=)

like an old memory, it floods. it overwhelms. it tears.

Posted by :]amu at 4:40 PM

January 8, 2007

its the 2nd week of the school. and today wasn't a very good day.
it was the 1st headstart test- Humanities.
and i so freaking screwed up.
guess i didnt really have the weekend anyway. and holidays are long gone.
saturday, BB in the morning, then tuition in the evening. at night go dunno what temple dinner.
reach home also 10+ ler where got mood study.
sunday, tuition in the afternoon until like 4+ then dinner at my grandma's place.
come home read a bit nia. shyt man.. ss and geog, i guess i did better at ss.
though i thought that i would have to fall back on geog. but the geog qns was like d.d.d
the remaining of the day was boring. maths, english. ...
saw our co-teacher for ss. english so heavily slang'ed, and have to listen probably for the next half a year.
wtf man. physics was fun though.
went through the holiday homework quiz form. fun.
tml's english headstart. situational writing, and i'm sure as hell not gonna screw this one too.
>.< argh. another week to go.
looks like i better make mental preparations for remedial.
damn...

oh yea~ before i forget.
thanks to all who contributed for my present of sweets.
really touched by the thought. ^^v

the gift of silence.

Posted by :]amu at 4:30 PM

January 3, 2007

whees, today 1st day of school. elated at meeting all my friends again.
okay, thats lame, seeing how i spent so much time playing bball and going out with them.
but i guess its good to be back in school.
form teacher no change, still mrs lieow. co-form changed, our geog teacher.
lols. a few teachers changed too. a new beginning.
today was mainly slack. morning the class admin stuff, then P.E height and weight.
i was heavier by 1 or 2 kilos. and i grew abt 2cm. >.< but at least there's progress. hahas.
guess my fear came true. lols. recess, then physics, maths and english.
miss ng gave us worksheets, the only teacher to do so. hahas. >.<
wells, tml following the timetable ler. headstarts starting next week, monday. oh damn.
but it will be a relatively short year, o's starting ard mid october, as miss ng told us.
but on the bright side, we will be finished by mid november latest. tentative though.
today hair-check was ... i took my risks, didnt cut. kena caught. ouch. lol.
just cut it just now. better, school will get barber to cut for us tml if we dun meet the standard.
i rather cut myself, later their standard is what cut the bowl hair. damn.
don't dare to think of that. heh.
okays, roughly dinner-time ler. i'm kinda hungry, didnt eat recess and only light lunch.
bball!! ^_^v

A fresh start, ready to write our future. jiayous all sec4s!!

Posted by :]amu at 6:05 PM

January 2, 2007

hellos. today's AQ training was nuts.
we met at marine cove mac. today's attendance also quite jialat.
from marine cove, cycled to bedok jetty and back. then to fort road and back.
we were mainly speeding along the way, and the seat was so damn uncomfortable.
even so, the whole journey took clsoe to an hour. everyone was weary, so we walked.
a good part of the way, until just as we were about to reach the jetty for the second time,
busted. yep. kena caught slacking. >.< so i started jogging.
mantained the pace for like 20minutes. and caught up with the earlier group.
when we finally reached back to marine cove, no break. carry on running.
but who cares, walked. quite a distance. then when i tried to carry on, leg cramped. both knees.
rest. carried on for abit, then we chaokeng as they said it, means something like cheating.
a few hundred meters bah. can see the end point anyway. =P
when we got back to marine cove. rest then 50 push-ups 50 jumping jacks.
well, that was A LOT more bearable then running. people was like looking at us. lol.
dunno whether to say malu anot, coz' everyone did the exercises well. ^^
then had lunch at mac, then went to parkway through the underpass, took bus home.
i shall not elaborate on the situation at home, but i just have this to say.

1) being in front of the computer does not necassarily mean i'm playing.
2) i know the headstart exams are important, but would u give me a break. i just got back from training, and i'm barely in the house for 10minutes.
3) if someone else pissed you off, i beg that u do not 'carry over' your attitude to me. it really irritates me, u know.
thankyou.

okays, i'm beat. think i'm gonna take a nap.
but my hair's still wet, and if i sleep i will awake looking like i got electrocuted.
aye. ciaos all.

gawdamned, if we dun get at least top 3 for AQ, i will curse, hate and swear. =P

Posted by :]amu at 2:55 PM

January 1, 2007

Happy New Year all!
how did all of you spend your new year day??
well, 1st of all, i overslept.
woke up at 11+. >.<
i went swimming today!! i haven't swum in like.... dunno. damn long ago.
i think also got half a year ler. [kayaking not counted. =P]
lunch, went to tampines mall. some viet-thai restaraunt. not bad. grilled pork chop. hahas.
my parents bought a new car. sylphy. looks quite spacious. but have to wait quite a while to get the car.
went home, played shogo for abt an hour, and got myself a headache. >.<
those 1st player shooter games, i cannot tahan very long. hahas.
slept for 1 hour. 6pm.
then went out for dinner, with my mum's school friend.
its cool how they still mantain contact, even after decades since they left school.
xD
centrepoint, ate at this korean cuisine. bbq and stuff. nicee.
ate so much good food during the holidays. hope i wont enter taf next year. =X

wells, tml got AQ training, 8.30 at east coast.
and i might get my haircut tml. its my sideburn and the back part that might get me caught.
blehhs. now i dunno whether i wan to cut anot. >.<
if not, wednesday if kena caught then go cut lo.

roughly 2 more months to the 2nd birthday of this blog.
i only got into regular blogging, say this year? yea.
its a good place for all your happiness, anger, frustrations etc etc.
way easier than talking to someone else, though not as effective. ^^
okays, gotta sleep early, if not tml late for training. gahhs.
perhaps in another half an hour bahs. =P

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