rahh, chinese over. ended up didnt mug that much for it. lols. 9D and D. hahas. =X ah well, but should be able to make it bahz. found the paper okay. spotted wrongly.. thought e jap one would come out, but it's the mother one.. ah well. guess i'm no good at spotting questions. should study all next time. lesser, but safer? haha.
xp planning. so much to do, so little time. countdown 15days to XP. and the proposal j and c lost nights to come up with, 80% crossed out. and we still can't properly full-speed-ahead with training, because of pw. so, after op, 1 week left? like, wow. and in a way, in a dilemma. am i getting too comfortable with the batch, such that i can unabashedly 'criticise' my friends? or should the word 'gossip' be used? and then again, who am i to say anything, seeing how eff'ing apathetic i can be? c said i was being practical, but is it prudent enough.. just wanna do a shoutout, if anyone has anything against me or anything like that, hope that you can tell me. just feeling abit different, never really liked saying too much, as in commenting about others? because if you say something about others, eventually you will, in some way or another, end up shooting yourself. but don't say, then see, inside also feel like something stuck, wna get it out kind of feeling. but since we've come so far, as in the progress we made ourselves and not how much we've actually progressed in il's eyes, just follow through with it. you know, if we measure the work done by how much we progressed in il's eyes, it's like, not much. i thought it was rather funny, how no one like overreacted when il just crossed out like days 4-7?i think it's due to the fact that he kept emphasizing that he will tear up e proposals, then it kinda got stuck in the subconcious. quite cool. power of persuasion? ha, randomness. but as mentioned earlier.. just follow through with it bah. i'll just give my all in whatever prep work that needs to be done, and see how it turns out. but one thing's for sure: NOV XP WILL BE DAMN FUN. :))
Posted by :]amu at 10:20 PM
October 23, 2008
finally, a PW-free night. past few days always pw.. editing WR or I&R.. well, the dry runs are over. can say slack abit. xD but not very practical.. two dry runs one after the other.. where got time edit or prepare.. and that's excluding those nua people, take a few days to move one. [otherwise aka me.] lols. ah well.. thats that.
promos are in.. raw: ADBBC maths was a surprise.. didnt expect to get distinction for it. but mid-year was a U grade.. so pulled down like a grade. econs.. expected.. chemistry.. 1 mark away from distinction.. but even so, will get pulled down by mid-years. physics.. wasn't hoping for too much.. so i guess it was fine. GP. THANK GOD. lol. didnt mention this.. but the invigilator "tsk tsk"-ed me when she collected my compo. like wth. thought i was condemned there and then. as usual, AQ was like crap. and "not being rich" is not the same thing as "being poor", because the former has a middle ground. one of the 1mark question in the compre that jumped out at me. lol. so after the 80-20 thing.. BDBCD. not exactly stellar, but can promote bah.. thats all that counts for now. so, maybe a laptop or not. but more interested in the twilight boxset for now. Anyone know where can buy the twilight box set?? SMS or tag please! ((:
REAL Run results are out! http://www.realrun.sg/results08.html overall 20th for men's junior.. not bad bah i guess.. 0.04s away from 19th position. LOL. first was 57 minutes, RJ x-country. like, wow. hahas. but now concentrate on XP. try harder next time. =D
and now, bathe. and on to my long-overdue research on G.Belumut. =P
NEW BALANCE REAL RUN! http://www.realrun.sg/ there. results should be out by next week hopefully.. the terrain itself was a refreshing experience.. first race with a variety of terrains.. but the route was quite demoralising, loads of straights.. seemingly endless straights.. and never pace properly for 15K... started dying out about 12klicks.. total 1hr14min.. personally, an acheivement bah.. i was aiming like 1hr10m.. and here's the funny part. i sliced my finger while trying to remove the champion chip from my shoe.. and that resulted in 3stitches, about 300bucks. what an expensive moment of carelessness/folly.. and it will be there was like 2 weeks. >_< wj's gna kill me. xD and now cannot touch water, so more or less right hand "out of commision".. typing and everything cannot use index finger.. but on the positive side, at least it's not my left hand.. if not i'm scrw'd.. hahas.. guess i'll come to appreciate my index even more. lols. okay on to something else... JAY'S NEW ALBUM IS WORTH THE WAIT! =DD collected it on yesterday after bball at mcc.. it seems like no two albums are similar.. all different in one way or another.. 說好的幸福呢 is damn sad.. but nice.. this album, he manages to convey his feeling even with simple lyrics. and i thought 稻香 was good.. the others are not bad either. i'll probably listen to it like over and over and over... hahas~ ah well.. back to school tml.. boring bah.. PW and 'A' level Chinese... haizz.. heck it, enjoy whats left of this homework-free weekend. woohoo! v^^
and it's raining yet again....
Posted by :]amu at 5:00 PM
October 15, 2008
To the loser Paul, or whoever you are, of IP 166.121.37.12. first and foremost, SCREW YOU. yep. oh, i apologize about that.. forgot ar.. some people just immature.. should not say too much.. not that it will penetrate your dense skull anyway. honestly, i'm okay with you spamming my board, with all your colorful language. but you don't insult my friends on my tagboard, impersonating me. speaking of which.. want spam people's tagboard, smarter abit luh. use same IP and everything, and one immediately after another.. so friggin' obvious it's the same person, even under different names. at any rate, to your first tag. i don't believe you've got a gf. even if it's true, i kinda pity your girl. having such a loser for a stead. probably will threaten me with violence or whatever. but you know what? i don't give two hoots. i've never punched anyone before, and i daresay i might welcome the opportunity. my life's rather boring anyway. heck, i'll take the first line back. SCREW YOU. :)) google your IP. you can find a few blogs that u spammed last time too. rather entertaining. and in case you didn't realise, no one really takes you seriously anyway. oh, and i've banned your IP from my tagboard. because i don't give a damn what you think. yep. ^^ ----- to others, the above was for entertainment value. don't understand these no-life-ers anyway. ah damn!! Corpse Bride's on, and i can't watch it, coz' i gotta rush that OP slides and what to say.. siann.. and i still haven't got the chance to ultimate yet! T_T but XP's planning rather fun. hahas. and i'm going to get jay's new album this weekend! [probably] the rubik's cube still bamboozles me. hah. ah well.. off to get those slides done.. then to bed. signing off~
Posted by :]amu at 10:15 PM
October 13, 2008
post-4 days after end of promos! h'mm. 5. since its past midnight. and i'm uber tired. as in uber uber. waking up like 5plus everyday. harcore training for real run. and sleeping like 12plus usually. didnt get to frisk as much as i would have liked. like only once on friday morning. couldn't make it for the sentosa trip on saturday too. ahhhhh.. T_T but on the positive side, i've pre-ordered jay's Capricorn, and caught up with y. =D oh, and that caramel mochaitto or wdv u call it was damn nice too. now i'm hooked on to the rubik's cube. got one complimentary with pre-order of the album. although i got owned at it by c's younger brother. he completed it in less than a minute. and i'm still trying to figure out the solution to it. but nvm, loads of time for that. and i'm patient. ((: just chionged finish my I&R draft 1. eff'ing procrastinated all my assignments till nw. gotta chiong my chem tutorials during break tml then. this is like the n-times i've said this, to myself or to others. i think it's to remind myself. and it's getting late. gna turn in. it's mainly PW and XP planning in store for school nw. g'nite! ((:
omg, promo results......
Posted by :]amu at 12:30 AM
October 8, 2008
promos are over! what next? =D hahas.. feels kinda funny. grabbing every available minute to mug for the past 2 months. and now no need. to quote m, abit 'lost'. hahas. we were supposed to frisbee, and see collapses first. but it started raining. SPOILER! SPOILER!! )): went home, and stoned for 2 hours. not exactly, checking out this new mmorpg i found- 9Dragons. looks damn cheena, but heck. just try. XD then went for some temple dinner. uber noisy, and people smoking left right centre. if not for the good food, i think i would not have persisted in sitting there. hahas. so, tml morning. run. then? dno. see how it goes. xD pw's back on the menu mon. simi I&R thingy due next monday. ah well, heck it. for now anyway. hahas.
Posted by :]amu at 10:45 PM
October 5, 2008
ahh.. uber screwed up weekend.. eff'ing gastric flu. bouts of nausea.. regurgitation of meals.. argh.. thats almost my whole weekend lost in sleeping. and slept like a dog i did. both afternoons slept away. and it does not seem to be over yet.. >.< no appetite to eat, coz' i'll probably regurgitate everything in a matter of hours. arghhh.. the only time i'm feeling my best is after i throw up, irony? sucks sucks.. just started studying chem like 4plus just now. 'pon'ed both tuitions. hope i recover soon, to be my best for the final 2 papers, and to train for real run. aching abit from the hip, otherwise more or less rested. who won't? sleeping so much.. and now i'm home alone, family having dinner at parkway.. no inclination to move about, no appetite for dinner, needs to make up for lost time. EFF'ING BACTERIA.. GO FIND SOMEONE ELSE TO EFF' UP. xD okays, random. feeling abit emo-ish, so came here to rant. hence, back to mugging.
new song added: Reflections. heard the chinese version on radio, and visited by a sudden urge to listen to the original.. ((:
Posted by :]amu at 7:30 PM
October 4, 2008
omg, 0310200810k4416! xDD everyone who ran with me, cheered for me etc etc. =DD thanks people, loads! like, hell alot alot. it was damnn cool. but i'm aching like all over now. hahas, but it was WORTH IT! ((:
Posted by :]amu at 12:10 AM
October 2, 2008
the 主打歌 on jay's new album. 蹈香. omg, love it! (: the lyrics are so simple, yet so loaded on meaning. things that we have lost in the past.. hahas, funny. since i'm like only 16. its this kind of songs that really set him apart from all the other artistes. but everyone's got their own glow i guess. okay, that was weird. i'm so gonna get the album asap. hahas. woot! =D
so, halfway through the promos. feelings ranging from "siended" to "liddat liddat". found rather funny, hearing a senior saying that she's worry for my batch. promos nia like so uber stressed up.. but cant be helped right.. some people saying things like, aiyah.. worst case retain lo. like, wtf can. why the hell would u even want to think of retaining? waste your life. and others like, aiyah, worst case go poly lo. somehow i agree that we tend to take things for granted. like hell you can get into poly anytime you want? then there are those that like never study enough, but after paper like so unaffected or what? i dno.. but like, never really thought about it this way. i'm not perfect myself; i slack like hell alot also. but won't people get worried or anything?? i know life's like more than just studying and all, but ain't that supposed to be our aims now? arhh sian. promos is making me ranty, so unlike myself. feels like the 'o's all over again. lols. but i guess it's better like this bah.. lay bare the negativity, and go through life with all the positive stuff. hahas. is this stress?? says alot aint it, not knowing what stress feels like, after a decade in the education system. hell, that last line speaks something for itself too. or maybe it just makes sense to my random mind. okay, veering off-course liao. no more papers till next tuesday. plus wednesday and promos are over. but is it gna be a happy ending? you will reap what you sow. so is this saying not applying to me, or i'm not "sowing" enough? feeling abit hypocritical, saying all this stuff makes me feel like i'm supposed to have been dilligently mugging, which i havent. or maybe i dno when i'm doing my best? 尽力而为吧。。 kinda makes my body and mind feel like two seperate entities. ahh~ enough.. shall end of here, go do some maths, and enjoy my sleep. hahas.
how much could i have lost at 16 years of age... lols.
