January 18, 2009

Zzz.. I'm a damn stupid idiot..
See only make myself dulan.
WHY bother.
Hate the way I'm thinking now, but still, such eff'ed up hypocrisy.
Oh, all the faked smiles and self-denials.
Pretending everything's al'rite, when it's all just starting to fall apart.
Like standing on a platform, while it's crumbling inwards towards you.
Who will be left on it with me, coz' I'm determined to suck it up through till the end.
Because of what it means to me.
Arr.. Eff' the first week of school.
Really eff effity eff eff eff.
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Okay, the above was actually typed like 2 days ago, i think.
Then got so tired and sianded that i just draft-ed it, and went to bed.
But I'll keep it there. coz' i still feel the same.
Blehs. But no negative feelings today. :))
So, Saturday!
NVM time trials.. All the time trials.. and it seems like i'm stagnant there.
Firstt stagnant nonetheless..
How to win NVM liddat..
Must find some way to get godlike quads, then can fly up and kick all their azzes.
And i wanna go for surf&sweat too!
Gotta train harder. Loads.
After that, makan, then go back school.
discuss abit, mug abit, then accompanied buddy home to yishun, then mrt down to orchard for tuition.
After tuition, mrt up back to yiochukang for Isaac's birthday.
Which reminds me,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAJIAN!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ISAAC!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EEWEI!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JINSHI!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PHYLLIS! (tomorrow. :D)
Hahas. Quite kewl. So many people's birthdays in 3 days.
Back to Isaac's birthday.
Des and i got there in time to finish up the food. Hahas.
And a few people got thrown into the pool, including 2 that got dragged/pushed in.
Was damn tempted to change to my tights, and tackle everyone in. :DD evil.
But i'm nice. Haha.
A few people got intoxicated though..
Scary, never seen their kinds of reactions when intoxicated..
Absoulute raspberry's niceee~ ^^
Can't wait for end of the year.. then can get legally drunk. XD
Caught last train home. (heys! last train! keeewl. lols.)
And today, tuition, and walk walk around ps.
Then home..
Assignments!! :(
Econs Activity 2
That GP forum thingy + 2 new words
Chem hydroxy compounds tutorial
I think that's it.. but still, SIAN!
First week of school. End. >_<
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:DD

Posted by :]amu at 2:50 PM