October 30, 2008

rahh, chinese over.
ended up didnt mug that much for it. lols.
9D and D. hahas. =X
ah well, but should be able to make it bahz.
found the paper okay. spotted wrongly..
thought e jap one would come out, but it's the mother one..
ah well. guess i'm no good at spotting questions.
should study all next time. lesser, but safer? haha.

xp planning.
so much to do, so little time.
countdown 15days to XP.
and the proposal j and c lost nights to come up with, 80% crossed out.
and we still can't properly full-speed-ahead with training, because of pw.
so, after op, 1 week left? like, wow.
and in a way, in a dilemma.
am i getting too comfortable with the batch, such that i can unabashedly 'criticise' my friends?
or should the word 'gossip' be used?
and then again, who am i to say anything, seeing how eff'ing apathetic i can be?
c said i was being practical, but is it prudent enough..
just wanna do a shoutout, if anyone has anything against me or anything like that, hope that you can tell me.
just feeling abit different, never really liked saying too much, as in commenting about others?
because if you say something about others, eventually you will, in some way or another, end up shooting yourself.
but don't say, then see, inside also feel like something stuck, wna get it out kind of feeling.
but since we've come so far, as in the progress we made ourselves and not how much we've actually progressed in il's eyes, just follow through with it.
you know, if we measure the work done by how much we progressed in il's eyes, it's like, not much.
i thought it was rather funny, how no one like overreacted when il just crossed out like days 4-7?i think it's due to the fact that he kept emphasizing that he will tear up e proposals, then it kinda got stuck in the subconcious.
quite cool. power of persuasion? ha, randomness.
but as mentioned earlier.. just follow through with it bah.
i'll just give my all in whatever prep work that needs to be done, and see how it turns out.
but one thing's for sure:
NOV XP WILL BE DAMN FUN. :))

Posted by :]amu at 10:20 PM