the 主打歌 on jay's new album. 蹈香. omg, love it! (: the lyrics are so simple, yet so loaded on meaning. things that we have lost in the past.. hahas, funny. since i'm like only 16. its this kind of songs that really set him apart from all the other artistes. but everyone's got their own glow i guess. okay, that was weird. i'm so gonna get the album asap. hahas. woot! =D
so, halfway through the promos. feelings ranging from "siended" to "liddat liddat". found rather funny, hearing a senior saying that she's worry for my batch. promos nia like so uber stressed up.. but cant be helped right.. some people saying things like, aiyah.. worst case retain lo. like, wtf can. why the hell would u even want to think of retaining? waste your life. and others like, aiyah, worst case go poly lo. somehow i agree that we tend to take things for granted. like hell you can get into poly anytime you want? then there are those that like never study enough, but after paper like so unaffected or what? i dno.. but like, never really thought about it this way. i'm not perfect myself; i slack like hell alot also. but won't people get worried or anything?? i know life's like more than just studying and all, but ain't that supposed to be our aims now? arhh sian. promos is making me ranty, so unlike myself. feels like the 'o's all over again. lols. but i guess it's better like this bah.. lay bare the negativity, and go through life with all the positive stuff. hahas. is this stress?? says alot aint it, not knowing what stress feels like, after a decade in the education system. hell, that last line speaks something for itself too. or maybe it just makes sense to my random mind. okay, veering off-course liao. no more papers till next tuesday. plus wednesday and promos are over. but is it gna be a happy ending? you will reap what you sow. so is this saying not applying to me, or i'm not "sowing" enough? feeling abit hypocritical, saying all this stuff makes me feel like i'm supposed to have been dilligently mugging, which i havent. or maybe i dno when i'm doing my best? 尽力而为吧。。 kinda makes my body and mind feel like two seperate entities. ahh~ enough.. shall end of here, go do some maths, and enjoy my sleep. hahas.
how much could i have lost at 16 years of age... lols.
