April 7, 2007

ah shit~
its 2.20am in the morning.
and i don't feel like sleeping. wtf.
i'm playing the song on my blog again, and again, and again, and again.
When the stars go blueeeee, blueeeeee.
ah what the hell.
peeling the damn dead-skins aren't as easy as it sounds too.
damned, lagi rot liddat. T_T
whats wrong with me....
blehhs.
must be all the food just now...
>.<>
2.22am..

would you rather live your life, happily from day to day??
or live your life each day, constantly conscious of what you are doing..
so that when you reflect, you won't go, "what did i do today?"
time flies, what truly is forever. eternity?
what the heck.
everyday, 24hours disappear before you know it..
u will the clock to go ffaster during the school hours,
and before you know it, its the end of another day.
odds are that nothing much accomplished.
stoning, thinking, and after that with no idea what did have you just thought about.
an empty mind. what's wrong.
you always hear, only when you have a goal, then you will set out to begin the process.
heck short-term, whats the goal of my life. the ultimate goal.
whats after death? just a space where nothing exist?
where you hear, see, feel and touch nothing?
oblivion, ceasing to exist. but whats exist.
so many questions, when can we really get the answers.
i wanna slow down, and think.
but my own personality, the pace of life restricts me from doing that,
this and that...
thus the flaws of human nature..

as usual, lamenting, crapping, bitching...
whatever. zzz...
-_-w

Posted by :]amu at 2:35 AM