September 11, 2006

first day of the last term. it doesent help with my mood with the teachers' constant reminders that we have 3 weeks left. argh... even if i dun look it, i'm starting to feel pressurised. this are the times where it would be REALLY nice if i had someone i can talk to... someone whom understands what we really go through. even those that say they once went through, may not know. every life is unique, because its all self-perception. how do we look at things. and i'm starting to feel not so sanguine. no. sure, i have people that know me for who i am without judging me. but it doesen't seem to be enough. its kinda sad... why have things turned our so badly..... sms-es, phone conversations.. all seem so long ago... i'm starting to feel tired.. i need someone to lean on... something unable to be expressed in words... pining for the sort of wholeness.. ah.. lets just hope this isn't my limit. though i'm a gamefreak.. there are times where i feel nothing interests me....

these blasted pangs of growing up...

Posted by :]amu at 2:44 AM